just remembered one potion from Harry Potter: The Half-Blood Prince. Felix Felicis. Liquid Luck.
now i’ve got a new name for prospect. luck. how i wish i have my own vial of the potion. two tablespoonsful taken with breakfast. perfect day from dawn till dusk.
if i have my way, i would spend that perfect day with luck. start getting close. hurrah!
sadly i am no witch. no felix felicis in this lifetime.
heaven intercede
been thinking about prospect. happy thoughts. wishing that they’re for real, though not in the near future. but who knows? the future’s big unexpected realm. things may happen or may not.
this afternoon he approached me. just asked for a simple favor. nothing spectacular. but he did touched me on one shoulder. simple gesture that made me feel warm. it’s one of the things i like about him. touchy, just like me.
how i wish i know how to approach him, how to get close without giving away too much of my intentions. ain’t hoping that we’ll be, not yet. at the moment i’m enjoying watching him at a distance. i just want his ways - those that i haven’t found in ex. bleak.
tomorrow’s a new day. time to work. first base.
i’ve just realized how lucky i am despite all the unfavorable things coming my way. i still have my family, my friends, my music.
just started with the new school where i’d teach piano. 3 students so far. not bad though. need to polish English for kids’ sake. now i teach in 4 schools. thinking about quitting one. loser. also need to rearrange daily schedule.
rackets. 2 church choirs in bulacan. private piano lessons. a chance to play jazz (yessss!!!!!) with musician friends. all i need to do is balance time and finances.
do i need to ask for more? boyfriend perhaps.
good vibes coming…
seems weird to be having crushes again. prospects. two of them. but the other seems so weigh more to me.
a friend and colleague of my ex. funny. i don’t even know why i’m attracted to him. responsible. leader. sweet. thoughful. dreamed about him once, sweet dream actually.
though i know i don’t stand a chance. committed. not even close with him yet. me? still thinking about ex from time to time. wishing for reconciliation. impossible. conflicts, priorities so different.
i’d like to have a happy christmas. want to spend it with someone special. maybe prospect #2 would do. just don’t want to be alone this festive season.
hello prospect! wish you’d notice me…
