lunacies et al

lately i’ve been having second thought as to how to approach Luck…our friends have started to notice how taken i am of Luck and have started teasing me (us) about it…i can’t help but feel paranoid - that thru teasing he’ll realize that i am indeed feeling something towards him…

i am guilty. i am paranoid. feeling uneasy would definitely be a dead giveaway of my intentions. should i dismiss their taunts, then they would just go on and tease me…if i just let them do that, then i wouldn’t hear the end of it…there’s no other way…

i don’t like him to know of my feelings…i don’t want to feel uneasy towards him knowing that he already knows that i love him…i don’t want to lose the friendship…

i’ve noticed that lately he rarely approaches me , unless there is something pressing that needs to be discussed…he doesn’t even send messages as often as before…maybe he already knows…maybe he’s simply avoiding me ‘coz he got pissed off with the taunts about us…maybe he just doesn’t care…maybe he just won’t give a damn…

or maybe i am really being paranoid…

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