lunacies et al

now i’m thinking that maybe i have a penchant for men in uniform. ex is in the army, so is luck… though i never really had the chance to reconcile with ex, and i also didn’t have the guts to let luck know i liked him… things have turned a hundred and eighty degrees… i no longer hope for reconciliation with ex… and i no longer like luck… just like that. so simple.

a friend once sent me a message which said that letting go and giving up are two different things - that letting go is sacrificing what is rightfully yours and that giving up is forgetting what is never yours… exactly what i did… i let go of ex and i gave up on luck…

but as fate would have it, i got to know someone who not only fits into my ideals but also jives with my stubborness… not that i’m saying that he’s stubborn… he simply knows how to handle my eccentricities. did i even mention that he’s also a man in uniform? well, he is from the air force, even higher in rank than ex and luck.

it feels good to finally let go of all unrequitted feelings i’ve been keeping all this time… i’m truly glad to have met this incredibly funny and sweet guy… though through all those painful episodes of my life trying to figure out my feeling towards ex and luck, i can finally say that those made me a stronger person and that i am free!!!

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