lunacies et al

it’s my birth anniversary today.big deal.i am supposed to be happy, but i don’t feel anything right now…

still i’m glad for all the blessings i’ve been enjoying all these years…my family, though not that vocal about how we feel towards each other, will always be there for me…am glad that dad and i are finally getting in touch…my friends who never fail to remember this day, am truly overwhelmed by the greetings i received today, and the day isn’t over yet…while some weren’t able to greet me through sms, still they made an effort to greet me online…

but i still feel this void…am actually looking forward spending time with jovy…though we were able to talk on the phone this morning, still i feel and i know that we will never be the way i wanted us to be…even if i really wanted to be with him on this supposedly special day, it’s just impossible…

feeling that there’s this vacuum in me…i really should move on…this birthday would be the start of a new me…

should really get it right this time…one hit!

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